#its mostly the fact those two tasks require making phonecalls and there is absolutely nothing in this world that i hate more than phonecall
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#eh nothing too bad. just that my executive dysfunction has gotten like. So Much Worse.#i procrastinate on Everything.#i had these two important tasks i needed to do#one from june one from september.#i only NOW am finally doing them#its mostly the fact those two tasks require making phonecalls and there is absolutely nothing in this world that i hate more than phonecall#but its also in smaller things?#i keep absolutely RUINING my sleep because i literally cannot be asked to go to bed. i think about it so hard but i cant move my muscles to#actually do it#and. honestly. i havent really Really drawn in like. a year. maybe more. i cant really remember. i just cant consistently draw anymore.#like i used to#oh yea my memory is also worse. fun#ugh i still have so many things to do and i feel so so so bad about all of it .................#any friends and mutuals im really truly sorry if you messaged me and i didnt see it or didnt reply#im like. (gestures vaguely). yeah.#ok chris rant done thank you for reading#aaaaaa ok it felt good to at least let it out.#im gonna try my best to be better about it this year#im 21 i cant keep doing this#alright now im really done BYEEEE#chris noises#vent#misc
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